Bee's Hive

Friday, December 19, 2014

I hesitate to post this but Rita among others want to know

On Monday I had a biopsy and a brain MRI. I still need to get a Pet scan after the New Year.  I don't have the results yet but maybe Monday.

What I do know is I have malignant lung cancer....Now, please don't get scared off!  I'm not asking for you to say anything. Yes, it's bad if you look at it that way or good if you can just wrap your heart around the idea that I'm done here and needed somewhere else. Those are ugly words but I need everyone to just keep being who they are and letting me be me.......don't run away. There is nothing so lonely as finding yourself alone because something in your life is ugly. I'll be back when I find out what kind and stage and if I am going to treat it.


O'Quilts said...

Hi Bea...REally, now I think that rheumatoid arthritis is enough and did u do the knee replacement?? Well..believe me I do not believe in running away...I believe in posting and posting and posting..And, I also believe that it is not over till it is over, and that I am not in charge. You could go quickly or u could last a long time..celebrate each day..hugs

elsie123 said...

Count me as one of the "among others" who wants to keep up with how you're doing.

You have some big decisions ahead that only you can make. I support you in whatever that decision may be, and just want you to have peace in your journey.

Rhonda said...

I'm here with you girlfriend with warm thought & always loving your projects, posts and courage!!!

Rita said...

Hi Bea,
I'm not good with words right now. All the comments so good and say what I think too. Your post was just right. No running away! Will watch for requests if there is something that you need.

Sherry said...

What a kick in the teeth!

I love you. I'm here.